Having fun redoing my blog!! :)

So I noticed I did not write in here in forever!! :(

Don't worry, I have a bunch of letters that I need to write as well.
Where are they?? Sitting on my table sadly awaiting the day that I have an inspiration on what to write or am in the mood to even think of writing!! Anyone else do this?

I am a fantastic procrastinater at times! :( Sad, I know!

What to write..........................................................................................................
........hmmmm.................


Well, I think I have finally decided what my New Years resolution is going to be.. (told you I procrastinate!) Ha!!

#1 I am going to keep my eyes wide open to each tiny little detail that God puts in my life! Instead of focusing so much on how many friends I DON'T have or how many times I feel like I am excluded, I will focus on those people whom God places in my life at each moment! :) I will try to be a friend or be kind to all even if they snob me or are mean!

I am going to focus on what I do have instead of what I want!! Oh, I know I will still want things and all that, but I am asking God to keep my eyes on HIM rather then things... It is so sad to see how many people are all about how many things the can have and who has the biggest and best! :( (and I am including myself here as well!)

#2 I am going to eat healthy. Not to lose weight, that just makes me frustrated and then I give up! But, I am going to eat like I want my son to eat! :) So we got lots of fruits and vegetables to eat.... Thanks to God that we live in a country where things like that are readily available!

#3 I am going to do my best and GIVE GOD THE REST!! That is all I CAN do! God is so good He wants to give His children the best, but so often we get in His way! :( God, help me to stay in the co-pilot seat and not try to be the pilot! Never works very well that way! :)

#4 I am going for my GED classes!! Someone is paying the way for me to get it finally!! :) I am so excited about it (haha) but also sad that the classes are on a Wed night so, then I will for sure not be able to go to prayer at church! :(




So.....that is it for now... (don't want too many or I will never remember them!)

And now I am scared...everytime I think I am on top of some of the struggles I face the devil comes along and makes things really horrible again :( Thankfully we serve a God who rescues us when we call on Him!!

So maybe I am not scared now...hmmm...whatever, enough! Time for something else! :)

Good bye! And to all who do take the time to read my jabbering, I love you very much and hope to see you all in heaven!! Please be my friend too! :)